Coronation

[featheredflames]

It is all far too much attention for Joshua's liking.

He knew this was how it would be, that there would be a certain amount of fussing the be expected...but this was beyond the scope of acceptable fussing surely. So much unnecessary commotion over a fitting of ceremonial robes that he wouldn't wear more than a handful of times at that... Would it not be better to spend time focusing on the clothing he would be draped in when he finally dawned his father's mantle? The day-to-day wear that he would need to sport as Archduke of Rosaria.

That would come later, in time, he had been reassured. This outfit would get at least a few days of wear out of it. The ceremony was to last more than a singular evening, festivities dragging on for nearly a week after the event of the coronation itself. Already Joshua feels weary at the thought. Fancy suppers and meeting with dignitaries were in his future but right now his present reality was a miserable one. Fabric is cinched around his waist as measurements are taken and pins are adjusted. He feels like a doll as he's fitted, made to stand for bells on end. Founder he could only hope that some semblance of reprieve would find him soon, hopefully before his knees gave out...

Swallowing he stares out the window, doing his best not to move as the tailors do their work as quickly as they can. It would be unfair if he told them to stop - they were only doing as they had been instructed to, to rework and refit the robes his father wore on his crowning day. Joshua cannot help but think they don't suit him - Clive would wear (and fit!) them far better than he. Yet it was tradition...and while he may be able to escape the tailors ere long, there was no escaping protocol and the duty that loomed over him.

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[flamebrand]

He's the one that asked, but to think of his brother slowly being drained of joy is unpleasant enough that Clive's all-too-familiar protectiveness kicks in. His touch warms, the gentle stroking shifting to a firmer cupping, his palm holding and keeping Joshua's jaw in place with more purpose.

"...Your men would be bolstered by your presence. But I'd rather you waited here for me."

A light kiss, to the corner of Joshua's mouth. Reassuring.

"The Phoenix would be wasted on our enemies. My wife needn't trouble himself."

Ifrit doesn't exact the cost that Joshua's Eikon does― or, at least, it hasn't so far. The same threat of lithification has never been pressing for Clive, whose body seems to resist― or attune to― the aether Ifrit dispels and expends without issue. A convenience that he uses to his advantage, given how afraid Clive is of Joshua coming to harm.

[featheredflames]

His cheeks flame with the word, gaze averted as he lets Clive cradle his face. It's all too sweet, too tender and loving that Joshua can feel his heart race at the thought. Wife is such a potent label in this very moment that he cannot help but want it to be true. If only it could be...

"You won't keep me waiting long...will you?"

Surely no longer than a week, mayhap two at most...but Joshua cannot get his hopes up.

[flamebrand]

It's sweet, how openly his brother responds to the word wife. If it pleases him to hear it, Clive will say it as many times as Joshua would like until the concept takes hold: they may never be wed in any official capacity, but Clive has belonged to Joshua since birth. That must count for something.

"I'll do my utmost to return to you quickly."

With a hint of apology, given that he can make no promises when it comes to matters of war. The length of his sorties will depend entirely on how stubborn their enemies decide to be, and though he has the clear advantage of Ifrit on his side, sometimes intimidation isn't enough.

Still. Better for the hellbeast to be hated, and for the firebird to be loved. He presses another kiss to Joshua's mouth, not letting up on the affection one bit.

"It's difficult to bear the thought of you being bereft."

[featheredflames]

He probably shouldn't be so excited by the word or notion as he is, but Joshua is beyond caring when it comes to feeling any iota of shame toward how he feels for Clive. It is hard to think that he will have to endure without his brother by his side, (his husband, if he is to buy into the fantasy) but at least he knows it won't just be him who will be pining.

"It is difficult to bear the thought of having to rule without you by my side, even if it is temporary."

And temporary he hopes it will remain.

"Has there been any indication of how long they'll send you away for?"

[flamebrand]

"You'll still have Lord Murdoch by your side. He'll guarantee your safety."

Rodney, who has held up remarkably well despite the injuries he sustained during Phoenix Gate. He has retired from the frontlines, but Clive trusts no one more than their deceased father's second― if Lord Murdoch is at home, he can feel more at ease leaving Rosalith.

"As for how long... It'll depend on how intimidating I can be, I suppose. Ifrit will have to cooperate with me, on that front."

[featheredflames]

"I assure you, it is not my safety I am worried for."

No, it is other, more pressing and dire matters that Lord Murdoch could never tend to, for reasons he rather not articulate.

"I wish you didn't have to...tell Ifrit to behave, so you can return to my side soon after."

[flamebrand]

Tell Ifrit to behave. It would have felt more dire to hear on the heels of the Night of Flames, when the topic of Ifrit was far more contentious. Now, it only makes Clive smile and lean in to litter more kisses along Joshua's temple.

"He'll mind me if I tell him that the Phoenix wishes it."

The second eikon of fire has grown more cooperative over time― especially when the other twin flame is around.

"It's true, what the members of court say. You've tamed Ifrit."

[featheredflames]

There is a huff as he shakes his head in protest. No, he hasn't tamed Ifrit. That would be silly to think. Sure, both of their eikons were connected by their shared element, but Clive shouldn't downplay his influence on making Ifrit cooperate and do his bidding.

"Please, brother, you know that is not true. Do not sell yourself short when it comes to how far you have come."

[flamebrand]

Mm, is his vague half-assent to Joshua's pushback. It's true that Ifrit minds him now, and that it'd taken a considerable amount of time and self-examination to get to where he is currently; only after he'd accepted himself and dragged himself out of his mire of self-loathing did he get a better handle on his eikon and his quirks.

"Still. Best to let the members of the high houses think that you hold my leash."

His fingers drum along the small of Joshua's back, where he still has him held close.

"Better that than them underestimating you. Ifrit may fight our wars, but the Phoenix is our hope."

[featheredflames]

"I will not be one to correct them, fear not." Why would he? The more those vipers feared him and his brother the better, as terrible as it may be to say as much. There mother may be cruel and paranoid but after learning of her upbringing he understands why she came to be the person she was. Joshua has no love for nobles who revel in cruelty and games of succession - at least his mother had secured his position for him, for better or worse in that regard.

"Let them all know how formidable we are as a unified front."

[flamebrand]

There have been attempts, in the past, to turn the brothers against each other. Or, well, more accurately― there have been attempts to turn Clive against Joshua. Snakes who have whispered to him that not every son could have been born the Phoenix, but that surely Ifrit wasn't content with being kept and collared; proposals from Republic spies who promised him riches and land were he to ally himself with the Dhalmek cause.

He has disposed of all such voices in his periphery. Each and every one. He had found it unbelievable, every time, that anyone could think him capable of being disloyal to the one person in this world he loves more than anything; he had found it infuriating, every time, that anyone could even suggest that he betray the one person who gives color and light to his world.

"...Bound together, in blood and soul." He takes Joshua's hand, and kisses along its knuckles. "You'll ever have my loyalty in all matters."

[featheredflames]

"And you have mine forevermore." Not that he need say such, but when Clive is dedicating himself so sweetly and honestly...it only feels right to return the sentiment and give voice to it once more. "I know you will always protect me Clive."

It is the one infallible truth, the one constant in his life that, no matter what takes place, will continue to endure. Clive would never betray him, stop loving him, or protecting him.

The kiss to his knuckles is returned with one of his own to Clive's lips, a chaste peck of pure adoration.

"It has always just been the two of us. That will never change."

[flamebrand]

"No, it won't."

As he smiles at the kiss, and at the contentment that shines bright on Joshua's expression. Despite the tumultuous nature of their lives, it's always when they're together that Clive feels most at peace.

Case in point. Tangled in bed with his beloved bird in his arms, Clive can say with some measure of certainty that this is what true happiness looks and feels like.

"...Will you let me warm your bed again, tomorrow night?"

[featheredflames]

"Of course. Need you ask?"

He laughs at the question, curling closer to him, threading their legs together as he nuzzled against his chest. There is no place he would rather have his brother other than his bed, if not by his side.

"My nest is yours, Clive...I thought we established this?"

[flamebrand]

"We did," he chuckles, "but I can appreciate if my songbird wants to rest tomorrow night."

A questing touch, to emphasize his point. He runs his warm palm down the length of Joshua's back, fingertips circling his tailbone for a beat to suggest how handsy Clive's been (literally) the entire night. Embarrassing, probably, that his floodgates have opened so thoroughly, but he figures that it's the result of years of pining and repression.

[featheredflames]

"Rest? Please Clive, perish the thought." He huffs a sigh out of his nose as he leans into his brother's touch. To think Clive would avoid touching him tomorrow is something he does not want to even think about.

"You will drive me mad if you abstain from touching me."

[flamebrand]

Cute. Clive adores Joshua so much that he thinks he could choke on said adoration sometimes. A constant well of affection so all-encompassing that they tug at the seams of his chest, his lungs, his heart.

He pets his brother to reward him for that sweet reply, and thinks, briefly, about his schedule tomorrow. Training with the other soldiers in the morning, the last of the parade preparations for the upcoming coronation, and a few meetings regarding minor border skirmishes in the south. Nothing major, but he'll be occupied until the evening; no time for him to check in with Joshua during the day, unfortunately.

So: "then we'll meet again in bed tomorrow night. You can think of how you want me to touch you."

Unless Joshua wants Clive to take initiative. Less thinking on his lovely bird's part.

[featheredflames]

"I will think of it all day."

Probably not wise, to occupy his mind with ways his brother could and should indulge him. He presses his cheek against Clive's warm chest, happy to indulge in the comfort his presence brings.

"I will do my best to behave...even if I will be left wanting as I wait for you. Will you have supper with me?"

[flamebrand]

It's far too late in the evening to let his interest mount again, so he tries not to think too deeply about what Joshua will want Clive to do to him. Instead, he focuses on the very tame, very demure topic of supper, and presses a quick kiss to the crown of his brother's head.

"Of course." Their mother has become a bit more lenient about Clive joining the table for supper, though she'd still pushed back against it while Ifrit remained unpredictable. Now that Clive is considered a full-fledged Dominant with his eikon under tight control, she grudgingly allows his presence in her vicinity, though not in any meaningful manner. A mongrel is a mongrel is a mongrel.

"I've heard you have a full day ahead of you. I'll be thinking of you from the bailey."

[featheredflames]

"My schedule is fully booked," he says with an iota of despair attached to his voice. The thought of being so busy, especially when it involved tedious preparation for his coronation is beyond unappealing to the soon to be archduke of Rosaria.

"I have to practice what I am to say for the procession and ceremony." It is ever so tedious and while he has no issue repeating what he had to memorize, he rather spend his time in other ways if he had the choice.

"At least we can have supper together...I will see if I can request we have it in private."

[flamebrand]

Clive can sympathize, but the poorly-hidden note of despair makes him chuckle despite himself.

"You sound just like Father used to before a fête," is as sincere as it is fond. "He was never a great fan of functions, either."

Warm, gentle, proud. He knows that Joshua has certain misgivings about his role as Archduke and what it means to replace Elwin Rosfield, but Clive is of the opinion that his brother is every bit their father's son.

"You'll be perfect. Not just tomorrow, but also on the day of."

[featheredflames]

"He wasn't, no."

Their father preferred to drink and be merry with his men, not be constrained to parties he had no desire to attend with their mother. Whenever he had the chance to he always seemed to escape with Sir Rodney. In all honesty, Joshua cannot blame him.

"I hope so, Clive. I truly do...I know I can never measure up to Father, but I hope our people will be happy with my rule nevertheless."

[flamebrand]

"You needn't measure up to anyone," Clive says with certainty. "Father had his reign, and you'll have your own."

Not to mention that their people had entirely different expectations for Elwin as they will for Joshua. Their father, an Archduke through circumstance and not by birth; he had his own trials, and Joshua will have his own.

"And you'll have me to lean on, for matters of war." Elwin had to be both general and diplomat (more the former than the latter though, admittedly). "We'll share the load."

[featheredflames]

"You're right, Clive. Thank you."

So long as they have one another, Joshua need not fret. So long as he had Clive by his side, even if his brother would have to be away from it for a time, there was nothing they couldn't both face.

He yawns softly, settled against Clive's chest. He's spent, in all honesty.

"I think...I am fading..."

[flamebrand]

"I've worn you out," Clive sighs. "Sleep."

It's been a long, eventful day. The monumental shift in their relationship notwithstanding, Joshua has been up and about since morning, and will have to put up with more of the same on the morrow― Clive should let him rest.

And so it goes that the next week follows in the same vein. Duties until supper, ill-advised trysts until they fall asleep in each other's arms. Clive explores his brother's body until he gets a feel for what Joshua likes, and how he enjoys being handled; by the night before the coronation, he manages to wring out too many orgasms from his brother with just hands and lips alone.

Debauched, probably. He tries to set aside the sense memory of Joshua's body on the day of the festivities (focus, Clive Rosfield), and makes sure to clean himself up properly for the ceremony. Hair slicked back, freshly-shaved, in form-fitting red and black.